by LINDA
(DAYTON, OHIO)
I DISCOVERED THE WILL OF GOD IN MY LIFE WHEN MY MOTHER WAS DIAGNOSED WITH DEMENTIA, FOR THE LAST 40 YEARS OF MY LIFE I CRAVED TO BE LOVED OR SHOWN LOVE FROM MY MOM, OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS STRAINED SINCE I WAS A CHILD, I WENT THROUGH MOST OF MY LIFE LOOKING FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES, ALCOHOL, DRUGS, BISEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS, NEVER GETTING WHAT I WAS SEEKING UNTIL MY MOTHER BECAME ILL, THEN AND ONLY THEN DID I BEGAN TO REALIZE I NEEDED GOD IN MY LIFE, HERE IT IS THE WOMAN I WANTED SO MUCH TO FEEL THE LOVE FROM HER AND NOW I NEEDED TO BE ABLE TO SHOW HER LOVE, AFTER 40 SOMETHING YEARS OF NOT FEELING LOVED I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO LOVE, IT WAS THROUGH GOD THAT I BEGAN TO FEEL LOVED AND TO BE ABLE TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY, TO LOVE GOD WITH ALL MY HEART SOUL AND MIND AND TO LOVE OTHERS AS I LOVE MYSELF, THE WILL OF GOD IN MY LIFE IS TO LOVE!!!!