Prayer for marriage and prayer for justice

by Landria
(Tennessee/ Alaska)

My husband and I got married to please the Lord. We married b/c we were living in sin and wanted to do the right thing. Now our marriage is in trouble, but I made a vow to God.I am not perfect but my husband is a mean man. He puts me down, he curses me, he mocks my christian decisions. No one in my entire life has ever treated me as badly or made me feel so terrible. I know God can save my marriage but I don't know if he'll ask (my husband). All I want is God's will be done, that's what I'm asking for: God's will be done in and for my marriage.

A few years ago I was attacked, kidnapped, held at gun point and was raped at gun point. I am afraid he will get away with it b/c I have a checkered past. A known drug history, a known mental health past, and was even on a drug the night it happened. I have since rededicated my life and I'm a completely different person, but I'm afraid he might go free b/c of these things. The D.A. already told me if we get him he won't serve but a couple years and that breaks my heart b/c I know he'll hurt another young woman the way he did me, I just know it. I'll never be the same. My prayer is for the best possible outcome, for justice, for courage to face him, and for comfort for the pain I still feel. Thank you for listening and taking time out of your day to listen and pray for me.