please pray for me

Something happened in my life about a year ago and there has not been a day that has passed since that I have not hurt. My heart is so heavy I hurt so bad. I have cried what seems like a river of tears. I have prayed and begged God to show me the truth about a certain situation that involves my husband. Every time I ask my husband he says all kinds of hurtful things to me. But denys anything happened. I loved my spouse more that life itself, but I think now that my pain has turned into resentment and bitterness toward him. Thus I can't pray like I should because of the way I feel. I don't know what to do. I don't believe in divorce, but I find myself after 36 years just wanting out. He hurt me so bad, He has said awful things to me. I just want to know the truth. I feel I deserve to know. Please pray and ask God to show me the truth. I need to be set free from this awful pain. Please I do know that prayer has power. Please help this hurting heart to mend. Don't forget me when you pray. Love to you in CHRIST.