I Have Really Messed Up

by miserable

I am a Christian but I have acted really selfishly and sinned against God - Thinking only of myself and doing the wrong thing even as I was doing it and knowing it was wrong I did it anyway because I was only thinking of myself - How stupid could I be - I knew better and have now become a hypocrite I am miserable not just because I could lose everything for my sin but because I could bring dishonor to God Almighty

I ask you Lord to forgive me and to hide my sin from those who know I am a Christian so that it will not bring dishonor to you - I accept whatever punishment comes my way as the least I deserve for possibly bringing shame to the heritage of Christianity -

I ask your forgiveness for this recurring sin in my life and commit myself to ridding it by TRUE repentance - Thank you Father for allowing me to ask you this and please hide my sin for the sake or your glory and honor.

I love you Lord and I am really sorry