BIG CHANGE IN MY LIFE
by kris
I'm making a huge step in my life and i'm terrified, see i'm forty and never lived on my own before. I moved in with my husband shortly after moving out of my best friend house.I never had to be totally dependent on me i always had him to fall back on and i've fell back on him alot. My husband should not have been my husband in the first place over the years i've resented him for so many things and over the years it just keep gettin worse and worse he's a good man and perhaps i just cant appreciate him, but i've made the desicion to move out on my own. I not sure it's the right thing to do, i dont want to make a big mistake. we have two boys that loves us both and my youngest i worry the most about, not sure how this will affect him but i figure it will be better to leave then for him to listen to my husband and i argue almost every night, i told my holy father i dont know what i'm doing and i asked him to guide me in the right direction. If it is for me to leave, open some doors for me and assure my mind but if it is for me to stay with my husband then please Lord stop me and guide me to were u want me to be, I'm going to leave it in GOD hands and except his disicion. Click here to read or post comments.
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